Dear Divorcettes.
Just as I was thinking how had it is to start again, new friends, new town, new home, new schools.
When the phone rang. I was given the delightful news that my daughters old teacher was sick and had been replaced. Replaced by that woman! The one that judged the most! The one that changed sides of the road!The one that stopped visiting for fear I would steal her husband! The one the stopped bringing her children around to play with mine for fear her family would catch the Divorce disease!!
As I've moved on from huge reactions, I can't use words but I can use #!!!!!!!!!!!*************!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!####
Today I had total peace that my move out of that town, was for me perfect!
My new life is here. It feels amazing!!!!!!!!
Wow! I feel so stuck! I get treated the way you have described daily, by people who used to be my friends and it is so debilitating to my sense of self. Each day my confidence in who I am is whittled away to the point where I am terified to walk out my front door and face people and life, yet at the same time I can't comprehend the idea of leaving to start fresh.
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Janice
Dear Janice your not alone! Open that door, stand upright and know you are supported! You deserve a new life, go and get it! I will get easier once you find your inner strength. Kind regards Lea
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